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I'm finding myself unable to muster up the energy to apply for anymore jobs because I just don't have much to look forward to right now.
Not going to Otakon, don't hang out with people (and feel too guilty about not applying to jobs to call anyone up to hang out), and whenever I try to use my adderall, I fucking dehydrate.
Edit: It's not that I'm depressed. It's just that I'm so fucking bored that I can't move or think or do anything. No stimulation. :| I'm having an ADHD attack, practically, because of it.
Edit 2: And now I've been told that I have a Vitamin D deficiency (it's at 24, when the lowest healthy score is at 30, but it should be more around 50-70 or something?) Even though I take a supplement that has 100% and drink milk. But I no longer have a gall bladder, and I've been having problems absorbing food for a while now? Hmm... and according to this, a lot of my symptoms are also caused by Vitamin B deficiency.
:| Maybe I'm just deficient in vitamins in general. i'll have to get some supplements and see if it helps... Ugh.
Not going to Otakon, don't hang out with people (and feel too guilty about not applying to jobs to call anyone up to hang out), and whenever I try to use my adderall, I fucking dehydrate.
Edit: It's not that I'm depressed. It's just that I'm so fucking bored that I can't move or think or do anything. No stimulation. :| I'm having an ADHD attack, practically, because of it.
Edit 2: And now I've been told that I have a Vitamin D deficiency (it's at 24, when the lowest healthy score is at 30, but it should be more around 50-70 or something?) Even though I take a supplement that has 100% and drink milk. But I no longer have a gall bladder, and I've been having problems absorbing food for a while now? Hmm... and according to this, a lot of my symptoms are also caused by Vitamin B deficiency.
:| Maybe I'm just deficient in vitamins in general. i'll have to get some supplements and see if it helps... Ugh.
